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Post by Falconflight on Sept 23, 2012 18:14:23 GMT -7
Well to start off, I'm not even sure if I can do this, or if it goes here. Essentially what I will be doing is writing and not art. If it turns out I can't do this, then WOOPS, and sorry.
Now to explain what I will be doing. Recently, due to a few days of dramatic RPing in which certain characters somehow dredged up this giant depressing entity inside of me that I have been trying to keep controlled for a week or so now. Why is it there in the first place, you ask? Well earlier this week I found my friend at school cutting her wrists open, naturally I freaked out and rushed her off to the med center, where I proceeded to be a naughty boy, faught the nurses and essentially skipped class to stay with her. Not my best moment.
Now it's holidays and she lives and hour away from me and any of her other friends, needless to say I'm completely loopy and going insane, not knowing exactly what she will do to herself without me there watching over her. Her family is what I would call 'emotionally unnatached' from each other, hardly talking or doing anything together. Two years ago my friend was diagnosed with clinical depression and had to go to Headspace for therapy and all that. Now it's happening again, the parents have been told, AND THEY DON'T CARE. Honestly, I watched them, they don't give a damn. They were all just 'yeah hummm'. Then I called her yesterday, they haven't done anything yet, haven't even talked to her and she feels completely alone.
Now back on topic, so the suicidal friend along with very depressing and dramatic threads here seem to have completely uprooted me and now I'm spinning deep and meaningful crap everywhere I go. Just little quotes. In fact, here are some:
"If my heart was to shatter like glass under your touch, I would be sure to at least draw your blood with its sharpened fragments."- Trick
A buttefly has three days for a chance at a proper life and makes every day count. They grow, they love, they die. And yet if a human was given three days to live, would we do the same? Or would we foolishly spend our time dreading of the death to come and let those three days slip away?- Trick
'If you can find comfort in my arms, come and let me hold you. If it ever feels like too much, let me take the burden. You must believe, I am your friend. I will never let you cry.' - Trick
'Let your arms be my walls, let your heart be my sky. You are my castle, my prison and my heaven' - Trick
'You're nodding your head, but you didn't here a word I said. Did you? I try to talk to you, but you never even knew. So please, can you hear me?' - Trick
'Don't tell me the sky is the limit, when we've danced on the moon. Don't tell me to shoot for the stars, when I'd much rather be grounded with you.'- Trick
'You ask why I bashed your car? You popped a balloon in my face on my sixth birthday. Oviously I held a grudge'- Trick
'It takes five seconds to lock away my heart.' - Trick
YOU SEE!? I don't even know where half that came from. It just happened. Of course I can write happy stuff too, I just seem to be specialising in this at the moment due to recent events.
So I am going to try taking requests, though I doubt anyone will actually want one, they're kinda lame. But it can be about your character, you as an actual person, butterflies, whatever. I just need to do something and writing seems to be helping.
So I'll do ten first (yeah right), just so you know, I don't really expect anyone to want one. But if you do, I will be completely thrilled and honoured, and you'll be helping me out a lot.
Why? Because all of the ones that I've written down, I've sent to my friend, one every day and she loves them! She laughes and calls and asks for more, she's writing them all down in her diary and it actually makes me feel like I'm doing something. She wants more? I'll write 1000 of the things if it helps.
So please, be my subject, fill out the form and let me write them for her. You'll be getting your own little quote as well, so really it's a win-win thing. Just know, that you'll be helping me, and perhaps saving a 16 year old girl from suicide.
[b]Name:[/b] [b]About:[/b] You as a person, or your charrie? [b]Length: [/b]Sentence or paragraph? [b]Mood:[/b] Happy, sad, sarcastic?? [b]Topic:[/b] Anything you can think of. Broken hearts, balloons, bubbles. Don't care. [b]Extra:[/b] Did you want your name or anyone elses name in it? [b]Other:[/b]
You can put it in your signature, you can write it down and keep it. I don't really care. But having your own written for you is better than scouring the internet for something one loony said years upon years ago right?
And just so you know, VWW is really helping me through this, as well as her cos I'm showing her all the funny threads that some of us have made. She loves the llama club and I'm glad your all unintentionally helping. Ok, need to go get a tissue now. Yea I'm crying, yea I'm a boy, don't judge me.
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Post by Falconflight on Sept 23, 2012 21:34:53 GMT -7
Feeling all depressed here.................heartless meanies
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Post by Tigerwing on Sept 23, 2012 22:52:48 GMT -7
I'm so confused. Why does Trick always come up with such amazing quotes... NOT FAIR NOT FAIR NOT FAIR.
Oh yeah, and since I'm such a sweet and loving cat, I'm gonna read that long post. -comesbackandoldlady- Next time I die, and I somehow get reincarnation, I-I need to find a different planet to live on because obviously, my previous decision wasn't smart.
W-Well I'm really not quite sure how this'll help, but I guess I'll give you a request to work on in the mean time.
Name: Er, Ivystar The Rest: You Pick.
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Post by Falconflight on Sept 23, 2012 23:02:07 GMT -7
Oh you poop, can't you at least give me a random topic?
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Post by Tigerwing on Sept 23, 2012 23:04:50 GMT -7
Er um er.... MOOSE [/center][/size]
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Post by Blossomstar on Sept 23, 2012 23:14:09 GMT -7
Name: Blossom Character: Blossom Sentence: Love will always be STRONG. Topic: Hearts and Kits Extra: Blossomstar + Shadefur Other: NONE
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